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✿*pink*達人゚¨゚゚誌November 30 回来的日子很久没有写日志了...一个人只身在外过了大半年孤苦无网的日子,终于回到了自己的家,最温暖最窝心的归属地.只是很奇怪是回来之后的我也并没有期待中那样的兴奋开心,对于这个我生长了20多年的环境我却感到既熟悉又陌生.这样一来心中不免又有些失落,仿佛心里的归属感没有了,一直以来我都坚持的相信我的家乡是我最爱的地方,是我最想要生活的地方,可是当我走出了这片土地以后,我却渐渐的发现其实并不是那个样子的.我发现自己其实喜欢去体会不一样的文化风情,享受旅行的生活,我讨厌太一成不变的日子,那样会使我觉得乏味.可能就像我一个朋友所说,从小到大安定生活的我内心深处应该更 渴望的是惊涛骇浪的刺激吧.所以,我真的很希望如果可以的话我能够再次出发去继续为自己的人生冒险,因为我还年轻,我还有时间和精力.我等待着,希望我可以做的到!
奋斗吧!!!!FIGHT...A ZA A ZA!!! October 14 tiredalways tired i am.
cuz i lack of good rest even i took my holiday for 8 days just before, but during that 8 days i was so bussy for travelling in Italy. I have been many famous places in Italy that is why i was so hurry up and tired during my trip. when i back for working, my work is still keeping bussy and i can not have a good rest......
my god!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i just wanna jump to my bed and have a real perfect sleeping. September 15 bon couragesometimes i can not believe myself that i could have so much energy and physical power for working. but in fact, i did. cuz i have to do it for my expecting holiday. so even it is a little bit hard for me now, i still should go on my working(6 working days per week). i hope my holiday will come soon after these hard working days, it will be my good compersation
so, now i must continue my working......
bon courage!!!!!!! September 03 i can not calm downit seems a lot of not sure things happened on me......i am a nervers person, so i always worry about something, even that thing is not serious than my thinking. but i still can not take it easy.i feel so tired from my heart......August 20 i am too tiredactually i am in working now, but cuz i am working in uniform room so i can use the internet.
this work is the easiest work, i just need listen to the uniform's number and use the machine to find it for the employee. it is really easy and relax, but i still make some stupid mistakes cuz my poor french and i am really tired. when they give me the number in french i always reflect for a long time and for my deep exausted i found wrong uniform several times. i am so upset about that. but today i am really not good, i seem to get sick. now i just wanna back and have a good rest. July 04 unhappywhy u r not on line? you promise me you will wait for me at this moment. you know how difficult that i can use the internet, this is my rest time and i give up my dinner just wanna chat with you on the internet. why you cheated me? i am really dispointing July 03 I will be finemost time I feel loney here, even the people are not bad. I am seeking for what here, without family, without love, without friend, without the familiar enviroment, it is really hard. sometimes, I feel exhausted, but I can not give up, because the experience of working here is really important and benefit for me. so I should insisit on and bear with the anguish, the life is going on, I must face the reality. June 05 懷念一個人的生活。。。。。。有的時候覺得有點累,兩個人在一起總是有許多問題矛盾需要不斷的磨合不斷的謙讓跟容忍。這很正常,長久穩定的感情容不得你自私任性,它需要你去淘神費力的去用心維護,可是有的時候我真的覺得好累。儘管在別人眼裏我們很好很幸福,可是其中的苦楚只有我們自己才能深切感之。 突然很想念一個人的生活,自由自在,無拘無束。那種想怎麽過就怎麽過,沒有束縛跟牽絆的日子才是我最中意的。或許這樣在大多數人眼裏看來是沒有責任心,不成熟的樣子,我也得承認B型血的我有的時候確實是自私任性的,可是這樣被定義了的感情有的時候壓得我好累。雖然不曾想過逃走,卻也想偶爾給自己找個喘息的出口。。。。。。 |
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